I am not one of those persons that if I do not get something or find something completely not interesting to invalidate others who do including the opposite gender. I am somewhat stuck in the crossroads though when it comes to football. I like football enough when I go to a game, my college team is on TV (rarely over the years because they are rarely good) and I can usually make it through one game on the weekend when Rock watches them including the obligatory blow job I give him during it.
But for the life of me I do not get what is so fascinating about the NFL Draft. I am not saying because I have no idea that this does not have some entertainment value for fans but I would not think it is so awesome that it holds such attention and focus. But such was the case Saturday afternoon.
Now I normally enjoy the NFL Draft. We have sort of a fun tradition with it. Lips, Sweetness and sometimes Rebound come over to our house and as the men start out watching the thing Lips and I have our sexual fun. Then after several hours the men get bored and we get to include them in our fun. Then we would have a nice BBQ and see if any guy was up for some dessert.
But this year they changed the start of the draft to mid afternoon which made us change our plans around or it just might have been time to do something different. Sweetness and Lips arrived just before the start and while Lips and I had our fun the men preferred football to any sexual fun and then we went out for a nice late dinner. They had to get home so we left without the boys enjoying themselves at all.
I do not know it could be Lips and I are so easy that they can easily pass on the opportunity or because the relationship dynamic is so secure they know there will be a next time and a next time after that. But really the NFL Draft over sex even for a few hours? As I told Rock for me to accept this premise he needs to accept the premise of a woman needing more then a few pair of shoes.
-When I started this blog I envisioned a mixture of talking about sexual things that are going on in my life and in the past, some big picture talking about sex and some serious that can cross over to dark for some sexual aspects. I think I have pretty much done that for the most part.
As I go forward I am guessing it will be more of the same. But I will warn people I have no intention more out of ability then anything that this blog will be filled with descriptive sexual situations and acts. I have no interest in writing about every time I have sex with Rock or a regular but more about unique times and when my mood hits. I do plan though on writing about new people in my sex life.
-I have had some private messages “suggesting” I should not write about or reference my sexual abuse past or my dealings with sexual compulsion mostly in the not appropriate for a blog like this.
One of the things I really like about blogs both in writing mine and reading others is I have no responsibility to anyone reading this. If you like what you read you will continue to read if not that is great as well. I refuse to get caught up in the try to get as many as I can to read this or get enough people so I can make money putting ads on this site. I have an ego like any other human being so I would like at least a few to read this blog but I will write it on my terms which will be topics ranging from pure titillation to pretty hard core bad shit.
-By far and away anytime now that I have written about my stripping is when I get the most private and positive feedback. I am not surprised as that is often what people like me to talk about in real life as well.
I enjoy writing about my days and hope as a collection I offer some variety to what else is written on the subject. I have no shortage of topics on this subject to write about and could do it everyday for a long while. But I am sure there are hundreds of blogs on stripping and I do not want to be one. I will continue to write about the subject probably in the frequency I am now doing for awhile which has been about one entry a week.
-In general and in specific to the previous two notes, I am heavy into to psychology and sociology from my school studies and work I do. In addition I have had to become more intellectual as a person for developing life skills over time in my life. I tend to then write in such a manner. Not offering up excuses for doing so and I think it can add to a different view on some things I write about. But by no means do I consider myself an expert on anything I write about or mean it anything as all knowing advice. If it comes off that way sometimes I offer no apologies for it but my intention is to vent or put out my opinion and some information for those interested to think about not to take as gospel.
-I will be starting a new short series of entries on porn and the impact it has on people. For the record I am not an anti-porn zealot. But it does have impact in several areas in life that I am very much interested in writing about.
-There will be no pictures of me in this blog. I am thinking of putting a picture of me seeing my back as my blog picture but that will be it if I do that. I have posted several pictures of me in the past at various places to only have them stolen and used at least three different times. I do not care that much that happened as much as I got pissed off when I would get accused of being a fake because of it or what men wanted me to do to prove I was not when I could care less what they thought.
I stripped for six years and do not have any thrill of posting pictures in cyber to get attention and compliments.
-I welcome anyone to write whether public comment or private messages that want to talk about something or ask me something in more detail. Men please though do not write thinking I will send you pictures or hook up with you if we are in the same city at sometime if you send enough friendly emails that your attempt at establishing some sort of friendship will bare fruit. I welcome messages I do not welcome ulterior motives.
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