March 12, 2009

Cast of Characters

Rock – Husband of six plus years. A total sweetie and charmer until it comes to sex where he is sex obsessed and his favorite ways are cold, rough, impersonal and degrading. Rock is a passionate dominant cuckold where he literally cannot get enough of seeing me be viewed and treated like I am a sex object first and basically who cares anything else. Rock loves/lusts sharing me sexually to the world. In terms of how, he has preferences and trends but to ask him you will get one answer “it’s all good”.

People who know us either regular like to our sexual depravity can see two people that have opposite personalities that fit us. He is overly warm and charming until sex when he gets colder which I love. I am colder in real life and become much warmer when I am sexualized.

Sweetness – Rock’s older brother. Sweetness has been an active hedonist for most of his adult life and was responsible for getting Rock to the point of seeking someone like me out. So I consider myself to be forever in debt to him. Sweetness has only one mode and that is laid back and happy. I have never seen him in a bad mood and his wife swears she has never even heard him raise his voice. Sweetness loves my lap dances and fucking my ass probably because his wife says no to it. Sweetness lives forty-minutes away with his wife and we usually only see each other on the weekends whether sexual or just social.

Lips – Lips is Sweetness’s wife and one of my two closest friends. Lips is the most open about her love for sex than anyone I know and actually got Sweetness into Hedonism. According to men her lips and mouth just ooze with cock sucking appeal. She gives the most sensual blow jobs I have ever seen including once where an experienced swinger got so aroused by watching her give one he came after his wife just touched his cock for a couple of seconds. But Lips is my nickname for her because she is a kissaholic. Whenever it is just us adults an outside of regular couple stuff or other sexual activity she is usually latched on to me in a hot and heavy make out session. I have to hydrate for her visits. Lips and Sweetness have two kids who are just old enough now where they have gotten more free time which is nice.

Shock – Rock and my favorite and longest in time sexual caller. Shock is single and plans to stay that way with a loner personality. Shock travels for business on a fairly regular basis but tends to call on me once to twice a week. Shock is our favorite because after four plus years he is perfectly comfortable and embracing of how he gets to use me and how Rock likes it to unfold for regulars. Rock likes regulars to have all access anytime although with no guarantee I will be available between lenient set hours during the week without notice and call ahead to see availability on weekends. Guys always have the option of doing me in front of Rock, in another room while he is there or just when he is not there but that we do not go out of our way for. Shock has no problem doing me anywhere.

Shock got his name for “Shock and awe” as he was and still is somewhat very gruff in the social/foreplay move into getting it on. He just basically goes for it and does it very hard and rough just the way I like it and Rock likes to see me used.

Rebound – One of Rock’s oldest friends. Rebound is a romantic at heart and generally is into all the romantic things that make most women swoon over. Problem with Rebound is he falls for women that are always wrong for him. Rebound is nicknamed because he is completely monogamous whenever he is with someone but uses me in between girlfriends. Rebound has Rock and my sexual appetite and when single it often feels like he is living with us. Rebound likes sex the more traditional romantic way with lots of foreplay and softer then most men.

Bull – He is probably the most typical of a man who enjoys fucking another man’s wife in a more traditional cuckold relationship hence his nickname. Bull loves that whole atmosphere and enjoys always fucking me in front of Rock. He likes to play and draw it out by socializing with us while he plays with me before getting to the hardcore action. Since Rock is not of the submissive cuckold type and physically has it over Bull in all ways there is clearly an element missing for Bull. Probably because of that our interaction with him runs hot and cold based on if he has others to play with. Bull is the best at using me in a degrading objectifying way. So we all kind of get a lot of what we want but still not quite either.

Sasha – She is not only my oldest friend but she is the only one I am in contact with that knows me before I was eighteen and living in my college town. She is a graduate of aging out of long term foster care as well. Sasha serves as my Mom, Dad, Big and little Sister and best friend and I am those to her as well. We were also committed lovers to each other for two years when I was in college but we both had a fatal flaw that prevented it from lasting. Mine was cock. Sasha is a lesbian and lives several hours away so we do not see that much of each other but talk close to daily. When together we always think we will not do anything sexual and we almost always end up naked and exhausted.

Prospects – These are men that I am in contact with and seeing if they or we want or can become a regular. To be a regular we have to be ok with each other. Ok with each other’s sexual ways and practices. They also have to be somewhat regular in their use of me and most importantly willing to at least fuck me at our home with Rock at least present but he does not have to be in the same room. Regulars can fuck me to their hearts content when Rock is not there but just not limit themselves or be intrusive for anyone because they are uncomfortable if someone else is there. Rock often states “If they cannot shake my hand and look me in the eye and tell me how much they love using you with at least their body language then they got to go”. Of course Rock is so smooth I think he could get a priest to go back on his vows and bang me while feeling he is doing him a giant favor.



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    Adultery and God's Punishment

    What are the consequences of doing adultery? Indeed, god's punishment in the life in this world and more harmful punishment in hereafter .let us to read ….

    There was a city in old Italy where its people were doing adultery and homosexuality and they were so proud with that. Also they used to draw pornographic pictures on walls in front of all people; researchers believe that art of pornography started in this dissolute city. {1}

    What was the consequence of doing that? And what was the end of those people? What is the start of their story?

    City of Pompeii is an old roman city that lived in a lot of luxury. God gave people of this city a lot of graces such as the best crops, a lot of rains and many natural resources.

    One day , people of Pompeii was celebrating god of fire day , but suddenly and without any kind of warning a volcanic eruption occurred which released a lot of lava. As a result, people tried to escape but all of them were killed immediately and the city was disappeared .also their bodies were covered with lava and these covered bodies had transferred after many years to be fossilized rocks. {2}

    A representative picture to the volcano which destroyed city of Pompeii and killed all People. Population of that city was up to 20000 person. So we have to remember god's saying: (So we seized them all of a sudden while they were unaware) (Sûrat Al-A‘râf – verse 95)

    This city was hidden till it was discovered in the 18 century .they found that people's bodies were fossilized and petrified on their last condition , which means that death came suddenly and they were not able to do anything.

    It's god's justice, in Qur'an god told us about his punishment on some people because of their sins, god says :( Do then those who devise evil plots feel secure that Allah will not sink them into the earth, or that the torment will not seize them from directions they perceive not? ,or that He may catch them in the midst of their going (in their jobs), so that there is no escape for them (from Allah's punishment)?) (Sûrat An-Nahl- verse 45-46). Indeed this verse tells us about this city and any other city might do like them. Archaeologists had found that punishment was descended on those people while they were on their daily life with no previous warning.

    So god alerts us not to do like those people or to feel safe from similar end, god says :( Did the people of the towns then feel secure against the coming of Our punishment by night while they were asleep?* Or, did the people of the towns then feel secure against the coming of Our punishment in the forenoon while they were playing? * Did they then feel secure against the Plan of Allah? None feels secure from the Plan of Allah except the people who are the losers.)(Sûrat Al-A‘râf - verse 97-99)

    Researchers had found many drawing for pornographic pictures in this city as evidence that adultery and homosexuality were in every place in the city. Also, researchers believe that people of Pompeii were doing the adultery in front of kids and all people and they were not shy of that. Also they believe that adultery was in a large scale more than today's.

    People of Pompeii believed in god of sex, so they used to glorify him and to draw paints to get his satisfaction. We have to mention that there is an exhibition which includes these paints and pictures but children are not allowed to watch it without a special approval. {3}

  2. Walls in some rooms in Pompeii with drawing of adultery, these drawing remained as an evidence that there is wisdom behind what happened to those people, and how much they deserve to die by this terrifying way.

    What happened to the people of this city is totally identical with the following verse, God be he blessed and exalted says :( So, when they forgot (the warning) with which they had been reminded, We opened for them the gates of every (pleasant) thing, until in the midst of their enjoyment in that which they were given, all of a sudden, We took them (in punishment), so! They were plunged into destruction with deep regrets and sorrows.* so the root of the people who did wrong was cut off. And all the praises and thanks are to Allah, the Lord of the ‘Âlamîn (mankind, jinn, and all that exists) (Sûrat Al-An’âm- verse 44-45).

    Indeed god had opened for them gates of every pleasant thing, as mentioned before such as natural resource, rains , best crops , etc….but they forgot their god and followed their instincts , so they died by this terrifying way .

    A real photo for human bodies of people of Pompeii .Their bodies was transferred to be fossilized rocks. This punishment is in this life but in the hereafter punishment is strong and last forever, god says :( And thus do We requite him who transgresses beyond bounds [i.e. commits the great sins and disobeys his Lord (Allah) and believes not in His Messengers, and His revealed Books, like this Qur’an], and believes not in the Ayât (proofs, evidence, verses, lessons, signs, revelations, etc.) of his Lord; and the torment of the Hereafter is far more severe and more lasting.) (Sûrat Tâ-Hâ- verse 127).

    Finally we have to supplicate to our god by saying :( Our Lord! Make us not a trial for the folk who are polytheists (wrong-doers) (i.e. do not make them overpower us) * "And save us by Your Mercy from the disbelieving folk.")(Sûrat Yûnus - verse 85-86){4}


    By: Abduldaem Al-Kaheel



    2. Pompeii,


    4. Our brother Mohammad Lujain Alzin participated in the idea of this research may god will reward him for that work, and also reward any one who may contributes by a useful idea.


    1. Salvatore Ciro Nappo, Pompeii : Its Discovery and Preservation,

    2. Pompeii,